(:

LONG TIME NO SEE!

2010-02-28T00:24:00.002+08:00

changed to
http://nineteenintyfive.blogspot.com/

http://nineteenintyfive.blogspot.com/

http://nineteenintyfive.blogspot.com/

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too excited

2009-12-04T09:36:00.003+08:00

I AM SERIOUSLY IN NEED OF STUDY MATE SO ANYONE WHO IS FREE, PLS PLS PLS STUDY WITH ME!!

study mate sounds better than study partner? haha. idk. thanks to olivia. [she's really nice!] haha. oh, she going overseas today(?) ENJOY! and ywl too!(remember my present!)
cant sleep yesterday. gosh. thinkig about A'FAMOSA over and over again. how fun it will be. not because its A', but probably because i get to see aunt! so damn freking happy that she agreed to join us. already prepared presents for them. hopefully, she will really come. around 2yrs? haven seen her for that long. and her son, saw him only when he was just born, and thats all! sigh sigh. excited over the swimming, zoo-ing, car-ing, playing, eating, bbq-ing(?). whatever. just excited over that 2d1n trip. get to live in the villa together!!!!!! means, no seperated rooms, and, no early morning calls! hahahahaha.(((((: but too bad brother dont want to go. sad sad. tsk tsk.

sweet dream is nice. haha. listening over and over again.
tatoo your name across my heart,
(now it says its yours, but your are nowhere to claim it right?)
i wanna give up! (but i cant)

need to go NTUC on sunday to buy ingredients for brownie! going over to melissa's house on monday! with jolyn and ruth. haha. miss everything in her house, her ~~dog~~(of course not!), her maid(she changed another one(?)), her brother, her mom etc. haha.
so, meeting with peeps,
1. ~~melissa, jolyn, ruth~~
2. ~~faith, gelivia, ruiyi~~
3. lisha, minzhuang, lingya, bernice, jingyi, sijie
left one more! hopefully we can sort out sometime! which.... idk when. ): sigh. its been so long. IMYA!

btw, got my books! just left e-lit. [the bookstore person is damn freaking irresponsible i oreder beforehand and they say no stock wl tell me next week then come and check if got omg so freaking irresponsible!] haha. vent my anger about that to olivia too. haha. we are both the victim lor. ass

shall go around blog-to-blog to ask who's free. tsk tsk. no one wanna accompany this loner):

DBSK's THE BEST!!! ((: *****

tags:
Olivia: HELLO TEEHEE.
hello(: thanks for the tag!

Choco-cold toast: So how much do i owe u? $10?
Choco-cold toast: Yeah ... your schedule all full one lor. i wanna go study! study partner. hee.
Choco-cold toast: Oh wait ... u did reply. i didnt see. lols .... smt wrong with me. muahaha.
Choco-cold toast: So good lor .... and dont so emo lah (:
Choco-cold toast: Oi... u nv reply my tags lor ): haha. wah, how many times u go malaysia this holidays huh?
lol. stupid person. you also dont emo! haha. clash, what to do? haha. why do you owe me money? er, got so much meh? MALAYSIA is fun! especialy genting!!! (ykw)

2009-12-01T13:24:00.003+08:00

had a talk with sis yesterday night. till 12am. sigh. first time talking so much i guess. she's so bothered, so am i. really talk, like, without phone, computer, tv etc. haha. really nice talking with her though. more of listening to her. but hope you find your happiness okay. but just dont abandon me. ((: no matter who that person will be, i will love you forever!! <3
i dont know why am i like this now. 1st time. been thinking alot before i slept yesterday. feel so bothered by the dreams. i just cant take it easy. but its been long already. is the dream suppose to tell me to give up? i dont know!!!!!!!
next week going to malaysia again. hopefully it will be fun, and have A&W. totally missing it so much lor. sigh.
bored at home. i wanna study. i seriously do need a study partner 24/7!
I'm jealous. but its that unfair. what can i do?

tags:
Joanne: but i want to push you more! xD
Joanne: hahah the day has arrived!
haha. too baddd...

Choco-cold toast: Which make $10 in total? or more, idk man ....HAHAH >< color="#33cc00">haha. whatever nonsense lar you. pass to you when we go study together or sth? see how first lar. we two are so busy ppl.

Joanne: hEELELLLO whats your definition of fun? i wan to poke you and squash you more. (:
haha. no thanks.

Weiling: Hahahs.. Hello! Yupyup.. Thank you very much! And don't forget to look into the mirror! and LAUGH!xD
no no no. i didnt laugh at all okay. so my face is sosososososo normal. and welcome(:

Gelivia: LOL chuwen! did you do smth to your hair? It looks weird!! =D
haha. my aunt tied my hair in a weird manner. so, its weird.

tonight...

2009-11-18T10:18:00.002+08:00

how gosh. dbsk is just, wonderful.
their live and mv, just listen and compare.

and

gosh. i think the live is better than mv!!(:
especially jj's voice, damn damn high!

JIA YOU TOHOSHINKI!!!!!!! ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((: <3

so, malaysia was fun. not forgetting the fact that i bullied them. kind of. just ask them to get a drink, an ice cream, a chair... thats all see, IM NICE(: (at least better than, you know who you are..
anw, you're beautiful/ you're handsome looks nice.
gonna watch it, hopefully it wont let me rot till death. sigh.

the phone siao siao one, i wanna buy a new one!!!
ss501's solo are nice. haha. kj's 'WUSS UP' ((:
okay, nothing to say. rotting...
pictures taken from aunt's phone:
im fugly!!

tags:
Choco-cold toast: And it's soooo fun bullying u !! ;D
Choco-cold toast: for the car ride too!! ILY <33 color="#66cccc">lol. welcome. and thanks for keeping your promise(: its not fun to bully me okay!!!!!!!!! and, THEY ARE NOT GIRLY, okay, maybe they have the femine look but.... whatever! :@

Joanne: hope you had fun today! mwuahhaah. i can wait to go out again and PUSH you. hahhahaha.
Joanne: HEELLLO. im tagging the first time!
hello. thanks for the tag(: and thanks for bullying, i had F-U-N....

vernice: dont know lehhh think its with yandan!! help me uhhh

lol. okay sure. if i go back...

taiping

2009-11-15T18:57:00.007+08:00

from thursday till saturday,
three days of fun and laughter.
really enjoyed it(:
although saturday was pouring like crazy,
but we were lucky as thursday and friday (the doing actual business days) were really good
all those kids together = chaos.
some more all crowd around me. holding my hands and pulling me around!
sitting in the same car with them. gosh, my ears gonna burst.
some more singing ' we will, we will AH CHU ' lol.
hang hang anyhow compose lor. but he is really comical. love him man! (:

pictures shall elaborate more..
[ more in aunt's phone ]

ru jun & ying qing

xiao han [ caught you!!((: ]

the two sisters: ru wen & ru jun

ying qi and xin yu

you RUN!

you RUN again!

you PLAY!

aha!

hamsss

hang's toys!

xiao han & ah xian

hang hang

dots.

you hide from me!

caught YOU!!!(((((:

tags:
Choco-cold toast: weiling > wth im not retarded can ... hahahha (:

lol. dont agree.
Weiling>Coldtoast: You are retarded...
lol. yea. very.
Choco-cold toast: HAHAHA. i feel so retarded man. oh and, chuwen, U DO HAVE A FUNNY FACE!
Choco-cold toast: OH ****TT. urg. i realised my tags...all refering to weiling. LOL. ok, cancell that " >weiling" part
Choco-cold toast: U're youtube-addict ;D like how that PIGGGG is a game-tv-addict(:
Choco-cold toast: i bet u'll murder me if i say more. HAHA. shall shut up than(: lol.
Choco-cold toast: And that poster thing is just weird!!!!! it's like....the guys look so girly. no offence(: hahaha.
Choco-cold toast: can go out of singapore so often. hmph. envy u man.
Choco-cold toast: And yeah lah, wun emo ... although i do feel very very sad now, maybe im tired(: good for u lah ..
Choco-cold toast: is lend someone de lor.SO U STILL MUST GOOOO!!!! no dumping me and no changing your mind alr hor(:
Choco-cold toast: HAHAHA. it's not in my bag, it's in my pocket, currently on my table. LOL. i bring not to do lah,
lol. sure, if you dont do it. haha. no need to envy. i envy you, can go genting. wth. unfair.THEY ARE NOT GIRLY!!haha. yes, shut up! insulted! haha. whatever, nothing to do what. retarded.
vernice: hahas sure. LOLS ! must ask the teacher ! can help me ask ? lols, my sms bao liaqo
sure. if i go back. but you hav no idea where it is? like, with the teacher or who? oh, then i will keep it short or phone you?

love like this <3

2009-11-10T20:50:00.004+08:00

into LOVE LIKE THIS
awesome!!!
LOVE IT!

Hey Girl, ijen neoreul boyeojwo naege
Geuman neoui mameul
Won't you, my girl (my girl)

Hangsang mangseorineun neon jeongmal babo
Jeongmal neoneun babo
O~ malhaejwoyo

Wae, neon moreuni
Neon nal moreuni
Neol wonhaneun nae mam modu da gajyeogajwo

Naege geochim eobsi
Tteollim eobsi your love!

Chorus:
Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love, gidarin neoran girl
True love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love, gidarin neoran girl
True love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero

Hey Girl! oneul ttara deo yeppeo boyeo.
Nae mamui Key~juin baro neon Girl~

Neol tteoollimyeon, naneun neomu tteollyeo
Sojunghan neo baro naui Baby Baby

Wae, neon moreuni, wae
Neon nal moreuni wae
Neol wonhaneun nae mam modu da gajyeogajwo.

Ttan geon pillyo eobseo
Ojik wonhaneun geon Your Love!

Chorus:
Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love, gidarin neoran girl
True love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love, gidarin neoran girl
True love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero

I need you,
You need me.
Urineun gyeolguk hamkke hal kkeoya
Mangseorijima, naman ttarawa
Ijen yeah

Chorus:
Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love, gidarin neoran girl
True love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love, gidarin neoran girl
True love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero

so, yea. HAPPY!!!(:
tommorrow is the day. gonna take the bus to taiping!! yay yay.
how happy can i be?
like 100% happy now. no more emo!!!!
so you better not have that thing in your bag anymore since im not EMO too!! :@
but coming back on sunday already. cause someone nag nag nag, sigh. still thought can go thailand since its near):

CCA today.
farewell!
but wasn't that sad after all. maybe cause im not so close to them
but saw faith ng. she teared again.
dont cry okay? it really made my heart ache. so i cant go up to comfort you, we will end up crying together, like how we end up crying like crazy when i phoned that day.. just feels like i broke up with a guy, so, dont cry anymore okay? we will still meet, ITS A MUST!

2012,
if you dare to watch with that guy,
then,
then,
then...

i will have to watch it by myself):
or not watch it.
so, DONT LAR, LOVE YOU LAR HUH?
WATCH WITH ME LAR.

if the world really ends in 2012,
then why not just spend all our money now,
then why not just cry our hearts out now,
then why not just tell the guy you like now,
then why not just date with the guy we love and love us now?

heaven's postman((:

tags:
Choco-cold toast>weiling: obviously u lor. who else right? ;D
haha. whatever.

Weiling>Coldtoast: Who are you calling a pig?
lol. who are think it will be?

Choco-cold toast: pictures are so obscene...omg. and they look like girls, are they?
Choco-cold toast: Yay !!!.... and, i thought u said youtube nothing to watch liao ... still got what. ahahha. the
Choco-cold toast: And yes yes, i will NOT use it so u MUST go ... alright? hahahah ;D u better, or i'll murder u
Choco-cold toast: face, is FUNNY FUNNY FUNNY. even that pig agrees okay!((: iim not the only one saying it. hahaha
Choco-cold toast: Hello again, funny face!! No matter how much u deny, u'll still have to face the fact, that your
haha. i DO NOT have a funny face. insulted X1000000...!! you better not put it in your bag or anywhere other than your drawer if not i can choose NOT to go! haha. suddenly, my friend brought me back to the yutube world. hehe. its not that obscene, their tatoo is the essence okay! and, OMG, they are NOT girls!!!):

vernice: but but, probably free uh.
vernice: ohhh, thinking about it, i havent get back my costume ! UGH

haha. seriously? better go get it back. keep in touch okay? when i think of a good date. lol. (:

msia again

2009-11-09T09:39:00.005+08:00

sat was damn hot.
but got to buy a new shirt(:
and gym was fun. used this damn fun thing, like riding the horse thing in genting kind. go up and down. FUN!!
during dinner, saw this two damn huge dogs. wow, scared till crazy. some more one was chewing a chicken wing. gosh.

yesterday was acceptable.
although it was so noisy.
but f her lar.
got guy then dont want ME, fine!

today, will have theory lesson.
that's all.

but thursday!! maybe going MALAYSIA,
again.
although there will have thousand and thousand of dogs,
but there will be the two boys there.
but, i may be extra so may not be going.
sigh.
if im not going then will be damn bored at home lor...

so, had been browsing through dbsk fan blogs like:
http://dbskdreamland.blogspot.com/
and
http://dbsknights.blogspot.com/
love them!!

shall post pictures and videos now!((:

gosh!

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!!

bravo!

arghhhh!

i want them!!

HEAVEN'S POSTMAN:

(:

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH

love like this!!!!

tags:

Gelivia(:: It will be airing next year April! =DDD
Gelivia(:: Don't be sad! =D jaejoong acting in a new movie? HYUN JOONG ACTING IN ANOTHER MOVIE TOO YOU KNOW!!!
lol. really?! he's good in acting(: jae's is airing soon. but i dont think it will be airing in singapore):

Choco-cold toast: i wun be emo, so u aso cant be . ok??? 100% non-emo and POSITIVE +++
Choco-cold toast: one(: so we win. hehe. and ... no. i like to play with my ...._____ hahaha. it's nice. and, ya la,
Choco-cold toast: Anw, u DO have a funny face. i really really really funny one in fact!!!!! hehe >< it's two against
Choco-cold toast: HAHA. whatever. dont talk about that.
Choco-cold toast: Hello! i didnt forget about u luh ((: haha. im tagging ok!!! lols. i totally agree with your post
lol. ya, dont talk about it already. I DO NOT HAVE A FUNNY FACE! whatever. stop playing with it. if not, i wont go. choose yourself. lets not emo together!!(:

vernice: but hahas, dont know leh, hols are quite busy for me. but shall meet up sooooon !
vernice: hehe, which part of msia ? lols. I LOVE MSIA ! although i love singapore too.

lol. ipoh that part(: haha. both country also awesome! maye early part of dec. cause bernice going overseas. just like, for a few hours? lingya needs to stay in hostel too):

oh gosh

2009-11-06T19:19:00.003+08:00

had CCA, check-ups.
unhappy things happened, string is never peaceful i should say.
all started with you, gosh, its just unlucky to see you.
but i cant freaking ask you to go cause, oh gosh, you miss them so much huh?
~!@#$%
i should admit i did think of you for the past...2-3 months(?)
but because you kept appearing, i hate you.
and those who actually come and go as and when they like.
really, what do FANGCHUWEN means?
i really doubt the importance sometimes, or rather, the need of me.
sigh.
dont wish to comment further...
maybe im just selfish, thinking about myself only.

nvm, i shall not think about this kind of stuff.
its so heartbreaking. dbsk. split into two, kind of i should say.
stupid SM entertainment, how cruel can you get?
hopefully things will be sorted out soon and jaejoong's movie,
POSTMAN TO HEAVEN or HEAVEN'S POSTMAN
will be released soon.
but it looks like a real sad love story...

having phobia now
gosh,
SOS
its so scary.

ring ding dong
LOL.((:

tomorrow, a new day, but nth will change
going to boy's GRADUATION!!
perform well okay.
though i may not be able to catch your performance,
cause 3.30pm have to meet sis
go popular,
then gym...
as usual.

SUNDAY!
boy's birthday party((:
ONE YEAR OLDER
HOPEFULLY NOT THAT NAUGHTY ANYMORE!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU(:
<3

i wanna catch a movie soon!
and didnt manage to do any CIP today):

torturing...

tags:
Gelivia(:: Hey! i dedicated a post to you! GO SEE!
lol. thanks alot. touched X1000. miss you alot okay. meet soon!! <3

vernice: hahas ;D YOU WENT MSIA !!!!!
vernice: heys tagged.
thanks for the tag. lol. yea, msia was fun for me! anyway, i cant go back tomorrow): meet during the holidays? im missing everyone):

it was a nice trip!!

2009-11-03T16:52:00.003+08:00

overall, Malaysia was FUN. wonderful cause we just shop shop shop, buy buy buy. lol. but i managed to take note of the amount of food i ate!! like half bowl of rice every meal. lol. there was like thousand of dogs around and a number of (black) cats, i was totally PATHETIC, like crossed my legs while sitting on a chair, cause it was so scary. i yelled when the dog or cat was near. so embarrassing. and i managed to eat the man jiang kuay[dont know how to spell..] which i yearned the most! like 10 in front of me and they expect me to finish it. lol.

the food there was fantastic, like different way of cooking. the carrot cake: so many bean sprouts and the black colour one not sweet at all. kind of wasted. and that ah hang!! said, "GUGU, i dont want already." wth, ate all the prawns then dont want the carrot cake, but can still eat aunt's rice. lol. going there was like, telling myself im old already... xiao han kept asking he TWO naughty boys to call me GUGU. so old lor. sigh. must accept the fact that i am old. and my memory is failing too. ): those boys, like so noisy but independent. by themselves also can one. so clever. didnt take photo, sigh. no memories kept.

bought lots of clothes.(: but must wait till new year. NEW YEAR= LOTS OF MONEY$$$. whoo~ cant wait for it man. i miss them now. playing with the two boys was nice. the two-sided face one and the quiet one. sigh. the first day ah hang was like, look at me, then look away. shy. still must use chocolate to beg him to call me GUGU. wth. double insulting. and then, the last day, he just stood up and sat on my leg. like so close already!! but next time go back everything will be back to square. sigh. ):

but still thanks to: uncles and aunties, mom, xiao han, ah hang, ah xian, ying qi and ying qing. (:

i managed to learn how to play diao yu!!((:

sigh. must go look for cip duties to do. and then, nobody to watch sister's keeper cause somebody went without me)):

first time, i might cry when we part because we could see each other only after one or two years.

second time, thinking about the point i will cry too, lesser tears perhaps.

third time, i will learn to accept letting go, give and take...

isit fair? when you need me then come to me. when you dont, you wont even bother about me?

tags:
Gelivia(:: yoo!(: relink!
hello(: okay.

Weiling: Or you can just simply ask the GUILTY PARTY abt it. Hahaha..
Weiling: HELLO!! Enjoy your trip!! I shall explain it to you another time.(:
thanks. explain? who's that party?

Choco-cold toast: YAY! u finally managed to upload videos((: hahaha ><

Choco-cold toast: >< *

Choco-cold toast: and im influenced by u lor, full of crap too!.jkjk .<

Choco-cold toast: Hope you have a great great trip!! ((: and, hope u gain back your positive-ness there~!!!! ;D hahah

Choco-cold toast: watch in msia! i wanna go too....i going in dec, must wait so long...one more month. hai ...

Choco-cold toast: I dunno watch wif who T.T nobody wanna go with me ....grrr. yeah, it's not NC16 ;D hooray! u can

Choco-cold toast: she didnt. hahaha

Choco-cold toast: U understand now? ....i mean what that condemned weiling said. haha><>

Choco-cold toast: dang...this darn tagboard, *SCREAMS* nvm(:

Choco-cold toast: U are good? Or really (: hahaha. yeah lar. you're very nice. haha. den im even better haha
lol. you better? lol. at talking craps you mean? lol. understand? i really dont know what the two of you are talking about. so sorry.malaysia dont have): maybe watch online or something. i have not much money left unless someone treat me. lol. lol. enjoy you trip in dec then(:thanks. i think it helped. i dont talk craps. and im clever so i managed(:

c-l-e-v-e-r((:

2009-10-29T19:28:00.001+08:00

aha. clever me. i succeeded!!!! whoo~

i just found out that, its been long since i say 'LMAO'...

but i cant wait

2009-10-29T17:10:00.002+08:00

sigh. isit only me?
i shall not make my blog so emo-ish. so i shall not blog out sad stuff. no no no.
stay strong, i will.

i feel so lonely.
happy and sad. sigh

anyway, going malaysia tomorrow or saturday!! ((: such a last minute decision.
i hope i will have fun there. it will be like such a long journey there and i will just fall asleep in the bus lor. lol. such a pig. i will have to charge my ipod, handphone and bring lots of chocolate or sweet!! lol. thanks for the M & M(: really like it very much(: but im gonna finish that soon. lol. what i miss the much there, ought to be the F-O-O-D!!!!! muahahahahahahaha. i think, when im back will be like 2 more kg gained. sigh. fats, hate them. back after a week or two? or one month?! lol. i dont know. as long as possible.

i feel loved with so many tags. thanks for that(:
is it only me living in my own world?

tags:
Joanne: hhaahahha and choco-cold toast is always full of crap! (:
Joanne: EHEEELLLOL. first time tagging. ;D
hello(: thanks for the tag. lol. yea she is. dont know influenced by who.

Choco-cold toast: HAHA. ok, you're nice , not evil .. lol
Choco-cold toast: Is meh? i check the amk hub cinema...showing tmr ... not NC16 (: i want to watch .... T.T
Choco-cold toast: Or did u? lol. i want to play. play.play.play.
Choco-cold toast: I wanna watch my sister's keeper too!!!! (: lol. it's nice. haha >< And u didnt tag my blog.
lol. go watch then. its not nc16?! yay!! ((: must find someone to watch it soon!! but it looks so sad. sigh/. m always nice((:

Choco-cold toast: Even here must say, aiyo, sry lah
Weiling>Cold Toast: Whatever la. And.. Like wth.. How could you do that to me la.. I feel like killing you..
what's that about? dont understand..

Choco-cold toast: weiling > see! chuwen does not agree either! hehe
Choco-cold toast: hahaha
Choco-cold toast: make it emo-less(:
Choco-cold toast: watch (: and, im not speaking nonsense ): it's all true ok. heheh. and, my post is emo-less(: i will
Choco-cold toast: YAY U TAGGED (: hahaha. lol. smt wrong with blogger? aww. den post the url of the video. i wanna
lol. cause im good what. make sure its more emo-less. lol. whatever.

vernice: well im not sure. i dont know leh.....
vernice: LOLS LUNCH ! but there very far from my house or school, sighhh.
oh ya. and ling ya also cannot make it. sigh. holidays are you available? like meet up to shop or sth. hopefully can arrange at some place convenient for all of us.

(:)

2009-10-26T20:48:00.003+08:00

had my first theory lesson. she spoke so loudly. lol. but she's nice(:

sad, cant go to the 新加坡金曲奖):
wanna watch so any movies. 2012 and her sister's keeper!! but i dont have money and no person to go with. sigh.
have this urge to go park so somewhere to have fun! but, no further plans yet. sad sad.

tags:
Choco-cold toast: HELLO! tagged again. go tag my blog leh, it's like super dead.
lol. okay. but why are you ordering me?

Choco-cold toast>Weiling: No, i totally do not agree with u. U know why? Cus you're insane (:
lol. whatever. nonsense.

Hsiaoshan: HEYHEY!! Miss you!!
hello(: miss you too!!

Weiling>Cold Toast: You sucker... That's the truth lorr.. You dont agree with me meh.. Its true what..
lol. no i dont too. cause she talks nonsense.

Choco-cold toast: oh and, the crazy part is the "esp the cold toast" . there, it shows she's crazy !!!!
Choco-cold toast: hahhaa
Choco-cold toast: Im not more emo than u ok(: u more more more emoooo
Choco-cold toast: HAHAHA.
Choco-cold toast: i mean, u nv tag my blog!
Choco-cold toast: oh wait. u did ;D
Choco-cold toast: Eh, u nv reply my tag lor. hmph.
lol. no lor, yours more. at least i upload funny videos(: lol. crazy ppl.

Weiling: haha.. I'm not crazy right? why does The cold toast say i am.. Erm.. Your face is naturally funny!!
lol. because she TALKS NONSENSE.((: and NO, i DO NOT HAVE A FUNNY FACE!! :@

vernice: SO GOOOOOD! but aiyah, i gotta feeling even if i go there, will have nothing to do or talk.
lol. its okay. i sort of just went there for a lunch. lol. cause not all of them was there. anyway, its lisha's birthday next next sat!! do you have any plans?

2009-10-25T19:00:00.002+08:00

ahh. went back to des on sat!! so so happy((:
but i was late and only managed to see jing yi)): and i didnt know what to say to her!!! so just passed her love angel's present. and then, lisha's one is still with me. maybe go back next next sat so it wont be belated. hopefully, someone can go with me?...
then had our lunch in the coffee shop. lol. its so long. and the western stall closed down. lol. and then when going off saw simon. lol. ok, whatever. and then the group of guys. (its the past)
went to taka today to buy sis' new phone! its white so its cool((: AINO
while queueing up went to the cd shop and saw dbsk's album!! 3rd live tour!! its 27 bucks and i will announce bankrupt if i buy that. and mom didnt have any reaction after i told her that, which means she wont buy for me... ):
so, i still haven gotten my new phone yet. sigh. when will they actually buy it for me?

Christmas is around the corner. will i get a present? i dont think so...):

no school tomorrow, but there's lesson. hopefully it will turn out well.

tags

jn;D: CHUWEN CHUWEN CHUWEN! ^^ tags miss ya!
hello((: thanks for the tag. miss you too!

Choco-cold toast: WALAU. YANG WEILING.... see! i told you she's crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol. okay... where;s the crazy part?

Weiling: WE ALL LOVE YOU!! (Esp the cold toast) BE HAPPY!!
Weiling: Haha.. Hello! Dont be so sad luh.. Cheer up! Oh and I find your face very funny. Lol. SMILE!!
OMG. why my face so funny?!! and thanks for the concern, im fine. thanks for loving me, i feel so loved. thanks(:

Choco-cold toast: ....
Choco-cold toast: EMOOOO
Choco-cold toast: HAHA. Ok, happy that u tagged. lol .
lol. welcome(: you too, EMOOOOOO. (more than me)

vernice: my life is alright ;D fine and fun ;D
vernice: haahahaha, miss those times
vernice: hahas, yea. we talked non-stop then kena scolded by teacher
haha. me too. miss those times... anyway, i went back yesterday. but only got to chat with jingyi):

Weilynn./♥: Thanks ya.
22/10/09 03:49 PMWeilynn./♥: 81649005.
welcome(: hope you like it!

hope things will be better

2009-10-23T19:28:00.004+08:00

a short post before i leave. hopefully next week will be the last session. pray hard. if not it would be purely torture. ):

tomorrow go out? i wanna go back des!!! and pass love angel her present. hopefully the handsome and kind sw will go with me(: lol. yea, you ARE the best!!! but, YOU HAVE PLANS TOMORROW ALREADY?!!!
today, was terrible. i think. boring day when its so hard to sleep while sitting down. sigh.
will tomorrow be better?
hopefully.

at times when im lonely, i wish someone will be there for me
at times when im down, i wish someone will be there to be with me
at times when im happy, i wish someone will be the reason for the happiness.
will there?
...

(tags will be reply soon. sorry)

i hate this

2009-10-22T14:14:00.002+08:00

why isit so difficult? to study well and to score well?
i really dont understand
why does it lies below 70? why why why? why cant i just hit 70?
why must i always feel so sorry, i wasted all your money for tuition?
i really dont understand.
im scared.
yes.
very.
worried.
but no one seems to care
the pressure is building up in me,
for everything.
next year, will i survive? can i do it? there is still o levels waiting for me
where was my brain when i do all those tests?
come on, 14 years and, i didnt achieve anything.
isit so hard to get comfort?
i really dont know,
no one there to tell me.
sigh
why is my life this way?

so, got back EOYs. totally ruined. i, dont wish to comment.
naturally fat. im naturally stupid. yes, dumb, stupid.
CCA tomorrow. gonna be disastrous. go? or not?
when everything bad comes to me on one go, its really bad.
you were so near, but that far.
why isit again? that i have to meet you? again. i wanted to give up. but yesterday, i really cant.
i tried my best, but nothing seems to help.
what can i do when im drowning?
......

bored.

2009-10-19T09:39:00.004+08:00

saturday's dinner:

what i ate!!!!

what i drank!! the end--

i miss them now. sigh...

sat went to watch imagine that. funny. and the popcorn and nachos were so so nice. actually wanted to watch 500 days but were late. but not bad lar. then, went to eat chicken wing!! and koi tea!! ((: and then went novena to shop a bit then to united where we had our dinner after playing childishly in toy R us. lol. and sleep very early these few days. sigh. nth to do.

sun sleep later than usual although dad and mom were so noisy, as usual. lol. they just like to make lots of comments when watching tv. idk why. and then, went to eat brunch and then to ntcu. bought yogurt. and then went back home. watch tv, use com to convert videos and then, nth to do. sigh. then went to eat dinner. waited for damn long. some more with those kids. gosh. then my weekend ended like that.

today no school, but got dental. gosh. then tomorrow no school. boring. sigh.

why am i caring?

i dont want to care

i have no need to care

but why?

tags:

Choco-cold toast: OI...update!
Choco-cold toast: WEAK person!(: u should try choya. hahaha ><>

Choco-cold toast: U should play more lor. it's FUN FUN FUN

Choco-cold toast: Lazy piigy! nv do sports

i did, cheering. i shall stick to champagne and not listen to your advice. lol. i updated!!((:

vernice: hahahs ! so how's life ? good ?
vernice: tag me kay ! at kayymie.blogspot.com !
vernice: tags. hahas ;D how are you ?! !!!! miss you lo.
vernice: heys !
hello(: tagged. i'm fine. you? miss you alot. life is average. but i miss dance!!especially when we talk non stop!):

jn;D: CHUWEN!!! exams finish liao, so shuang! :D Miss nya and taggs ^^

hello(: lol. congrats, miss you too!!((:

2009-10-14T19:43:00.001+08:00

watch it if you have time. and nicole, this was what i was talking about. and thanks faith for teaching me((:

whoo~ i can put video already!!!!!!(((((((((((((((:

happy, but sad now. sigh sigh.):

whoo~

2009-10-13T19:27:00.004+08:00

peach is just... taste-less. omg. luckily mom volunteered to eat that. i was forced to, because dad ate half. and he said because no taste that's why is good for health. i was like... then you eat lar. i very fillial one. eat apple also cannot eat half so you must eat all. LMAO. stupid!
and now, faith gelivia ruiyi all dont wnt to talk to me. fine fine. ignore me. )):
actually planned to go amk hub to eat, LOL. food. but, lazy. so went back home and youtube for the whole day. it was so hilarious!!! LAUGHED LIKE CRAZY!!! watched WGM till ep 14. shall continue ep 15 now. sosososososo funny. thanks gelivia, its nice!!((:
and then, repeatedly watch dbsk-school of attack.
part two is more funny cause got the fighting part. LMAO

because of you, kept using the word WHOO. lol. its just so funny.
and its finally. O-V-E-R. was doing these 4 letters with my hand. very weird meh faith? its, so FUN.((:
o-v-e-r
lol. i cant do the capital letter R with my hand....

twice in half an hour. mom, you are just too funy. i dont blow my violin please... LMAO.

you are the 3rd, so why bother falling into that freaking bitch again? dont understand. just stay away from them will you? when will you stop all your nonsense?!

anyway, looking forward to tomorrow!!!!!!! WHOO~ i am getting fatter.)): shit.
today's chocolate toast was so clod. but the cholocate still very nice. hehe((:
whoo~

tags:
nicole: omg, you went taka on sunday? HAHA. WHY DIDN'T I SEE YOU?
yea yea. i didnt see you too): i was like, busying eating. lol.

Faith: Chu wen, where are your links>
Faith: Ruiyi Why do you keep tagging ppl's blog?
oh. i lost them. mind give me your link so i can link you? cause ruiyi is kind so she tags.((:

RUIYIII!: HELLO! I tagged
hello(: thanks for the tag!!

Choco-cold toast: inhale exhale inhale exhale. has your baby come out yet?! HAHAHAHHA
Choco-cold toast: ...
Choco-cold toast: People?
Choco-cold toast: :D
Choco-cold toast: whatever. hmmm. i wan to eat too! u're not fat. if u are, im obese.
Choco-cold toast: spam
Choco-cold toast: I wanna spam your tagboard
Choco-cold toast: whatever man.
Choco-cold toast: yah! being retarded here.
Choco-cold toast: Piggy, eat so much hor. influenced by me so now you're OLD OLD OLD.
Choco-cold toast: YAY.no evil ....u LOSE LOSE LOSE the challenge (:
Choco-cold toast: good luck for your exam tmr
Choco-cold toast: i demand u to...cus your EOYs will be overrrrrr
Choco-cold toast: update update ! ;D after tmr must update!! hahaha.
Choco-cold toast: BOOO
lol. whatever~ LAME. your baby come out long time ago already right? and i posted!!! whoo~ its o-v-e-r((: yes i am fat. thanks for spamming, a lot. you pig too. sleep like freaking many hours.

natasha!: cheers!and it'll be all over:)
natasha!: and science and you know whatt, i don't really care anymore so you shouldn;t:)
natasha!: you would never have screwd up as badly as i did coz i left like thousands of pages blank for math
natasha!: lol chuwen, don't worry, you studied hard and you'll be alright.
lol. yes yes. its O-V-E-R. whoo~good luck for your drama tmr((:

jodeen: rawr. taggies^^
thanks(:

2009-10-12T22:02:00.002+08:00

changed my skin!!!((((:
and the time is back to normal! i am so clever, and BHB!!

chill people!!!

hwaiting!!!!

2009-10-12T20:39:00.000+08:00

wanted to upload videos but, forgotten how to. arhh, getting older and older day by day...!!!
i wonder if we going to watch FAME tomorrow.
anyway, today luckily able to finish lit on the dot. phew, though the last essay was kind of short. whatever. last paper and finally, ITS OVER!!!
but natasha and olivia still got one more to go. JIA YOU for drama. whether you see this or not. lol.
sian. youtube is still the best website. e pop is still the best magazine. my life is still that ordinary, without your presence, it is just as simple as the white. okay, i am starting to talk nonsense now. la la la. white is still the best colour, just your white. anyway, there's blond dye!!!! for girls and guys!! omg. excited. but i guess brown spray is the only colour acceptable. sigh sigh. only brown spray... not WHITE, or at least blond? i guess i will be whacked like crazy if it is blond. LOL. i shall not risk my life.
watched we got married. hilarious, i meant yesterday. today was totally DBSK day. lol. so funny lar them. forever as 5, forever KEEP THE FAITH, we forever love you, no matter how long you want us to wait, so please dont cry. 5th year anniversary, but this is the first year i can 'celebrate' with you all, so make sure you win that law suit and get everything rightful to yourself. watching those funny moments of yours, was all that fake? ponders....
sunday was totally a good day. morning, crystal jade!!! NICE NICE((: then went taka shopping 15% discount!! $6 for a web cam? fantastic. but i didnt buy anything for myself.): lunch, had yam curry puff i longed for. but not very nice.): and for dinner, went to bishan park!!! he pork was still the best!!! the sauce was just fabulous. and to exercise, walked back home. how hardworking can i be? very!!! ((: BHB once again.
recently, it had been food. omg, gained lots of fats. pls, no no food. although its so nice((: lol.
today went ljs and ordered 3 meals, only 2 person and 3 meals. crazy. but its nice, 2 toast, very very full, with a harsh brown some more. the fries was nice. crispy. but shrimp.... dont know how to appreciate. and then cab home. i paid, feel so rich. LOLs. its still mom's money after all.
and then, coming wed going out!!!(: yay! which means, more food. haiz. ):

i kept having his voice around me, the part when he went so high. OMG!!! (((:

i will be waiting for you.....

should i?

jealousy kills

2009-10-10T00:20:00.000+08:00

decided to post again
she cried.
i really wonder. who are you to make her cry that much? you really dont deserve her care and concern,
yet she does/ hopefully, it became a 'did', care and concern for you that much.
who are you, to cause two people to be depressed at the same time, when you can be so heartless.
i thought by telling me all that, telling me how much you dislike her, will mark the end, but, apparently, i marked the start of you all.
we ought to keep a distance, until you actually stayed away from her, if not, its hard for me to face you, or you all again. the hatred did increase.

its annoying at times, its loving at times

heart broken at times, cheerful at times.

if i could predict this situation, i would not talk to you all at first.

i would not give encouragement and advice if i know that it will just be wasting of my energy.

i would not let you all into my life, and now all are out.

at times i think she can be sweet, buying things for peeps. but,

at times i do hate her to the extreme, she caused all troubles.

if emotions dont exist, our life may be calm and peaceful

but because of these emotions, we gradually learnt to let go, hold on

learnt to appreciate, neglect

we come to know the true meaning of love, hate, trust.

if we were to switch roles, i guess i will hate myself

i will hate my life, i will hate all those reasons, why i am doing all these to those we love me.

because i'm not you, i am glad.

i may be jealous that,

hey, you actually got more juniors concerning you and your life.

but, i am satisfied, i didnt make them tear, i am not capable to.

i didnt cause broken friendships, i am not that important.

because i am happy, satisfied, glad, pleased of my life now.

i want to live my life to the fullest with the one and only you by my side.

but, when will you know that i am loving you,

missing you,

so so much now that,

i think of you every now and then....

one last sms, this week, if not, really goodbye.

i love those people around me!!((:

2009-10-09T14:10:00.000+08:00

i shall talk randomly since i think randomly.
OK, its been long again. everything was going smoothly, not now. but hopefully after today, it will..
jealousy really kills,
everyone gets blind because of what they call LOVE.
neglecting the ones who really care about you, and treating them like hi bye peep,
its really hurtful.
but i am glad, my friends dont do such things.

EOYs, 2 more papers left!! ((:
i guess i will just fail everything.
i stupidly thought that sci was after eng and, slacked through the whole morning. and i did forget important points and OMG, that was bad.
since you said its over, i shall forget about sci and look towards... lit and chi? but nothing much to study.
see, i am so nice, listen to you when i dont think there's a need. so you better listen to me and look forward to tomorrow EVERYDAY!!!!! +++++positive+++++ thinking people!!
dont love those who dont appreciate your love. (:

must treat sw better these few days, CAUSE I WANT MY TREAT ON WED!! and since i am treating you 3.90 ljs on Mon, it dont make a difference((: i mean the ren qing, dont make a diff. hehe. hope sis can make it too, i mean on WED. so we can spend his money like SHIT together and he wont have enough money for himself((: must share the love right?

SHARE THE LOVE, SHARE THE WORLD!!((:

come on let's go everybody oh we share the music
come on let's go baby baby oh we share the one dream
come on let's go everybody oh we share the good times
come on let's go baby baby oh we share the one world
share the world by DBSK!! <3

i have no idea what arouse my enthusiasm , but they are really just so lovely that,
I LOVE THEM!!!
hope the lawsuit ends up well, forever 5!! we will support you in the end, so please KEEP THE FAITH((:
continue having more and more live performances cause its really wonderful. all of you voices are so sweet, make me feel sad at times, cheerful at times.
HERO
MAX
XIAH
MICKY
U-KNOW
FIGHTING!!!
lol. whatever. so now, i shall go watch Rosette love while thinking of what to blog.
i shall dedicate a post for all lovable people around me later/next time!!! ((:

well, speaking about sis, she dont have class today = see her for more hours): sian. and, sat must go with her again... chaotic moments with those kids. I WAN POPCORN I WAN POPCORN, haiyo, want then just go take yourself lar, shy for what?

maybe you dont agree that we must live our own life, to the fullest. but please, dont have those negative thinking anymore okay? 1 word and it can change your life, but without that 1 word, you may not know who really cared for you right? chill and cheer up my friend.

shall continue again/ tomorrow((:
anw, help me look for nice skins if you are free!! thanks a lot, and tag!!

you do like the word 'baby' that much, it makes it so sweet when the sentence 'baby, i love you' comes out of your mouth((:

i wished i had 102 hearts,
100 to be broken because of you,
1 more you to love me,
1 for me to love you...

you may be feminine at times, but, i still love you(((:

my life that is screwed

2009-10-02T14:47:00.000+08:00

immissingher...

i have so so much to say now.
i have so so much of thoughts now.
i want so so much of love now.
i want to cry so so badly now.
i want to be so so loved now.

its miserable to not cry when i feel like crying. its miserable to be neutral. now i guess i do understand how she feels. abit of attitude problem of her i guess. or maybe i said sth wrong. gelivia despised her too. a lot. when i went in, she just hack care abut me. is this what i suppose to get?
really sad today): its really not my fault. i am sorry to cause misunderstandings between you all. i just want you all to be HAPPY. but not avoiding each other.
talked a lot of da dao le this week. loads. i have no idea if it helps. maybe you will think that its all shit. but, i tried my best to comfort everyone and i was amazed that those words could come out from my mind.
3 more days to EOYs. i am scared. i wonder, if you all will wish me. cause i really have no idea what i mean to you all. coming to me only when you all had problems? i seriously think that, i dont have anyone with me. when i had troubles, i have no idea who will be there for me. i have no idea if you all understand what i was trying to say. i have no idea how am i gonna face you all during CCA. i hope you all an care and coern, through sms-es. i thought everything was okay. but now NOT. i dread it now to see you all again, i have no idea have to face you all, not caring about how sorry i felt towards you all. i didnt know, there's one sided friendship. i guess it will be hard for her. i am really sorry, telling them without your permission. i hope, i can forget about this, cause its really hard now, its ALL my fault... to all of you all, both parties. its hard to take it all, but i AM taking i all. is this revenge?

i regretted leaving you. although i dont have feelings anymore (did i even have any before?) but, i rather suffer all your actions myself than so many people now. ITS ALL MY FAULT. but i do hate you, BITCH, ttc.

one sided love is just so tiring. i anticipated every time but no i dont get any in return. i wanna give up, but i just cant. pls, i cant take it anymore. i dont want to hold on to false hopes. nothing will work out between us, i do clearly understand. whi am i so obsessed? for the first time. its hard to forget.
i dont want to live with imaginaries, i want a real life, but, my life is screwded and its so fake.
i really want to work hard, i HAVE to finish history by today. no matter how hard it is, BELIEVE AND KEEP THE FAITH((:

CAVEMAN!!!!!!!!!!(((((((((((((((((((((:
made our lives full of laughters. we could greet teachers in a unique way. we could laugh till all fall down from the chair. laugh till we cant breathe. thinking why ruiyi aka ahma is eating meating, cause we are CAVEMAN!! getting so excited with the word CAVEMAN. having memorable memories before we part...

crushed so many in like one month. LOL. omg, this is crazy. i shall start counting now...

1.WH 2. MF 3.AH 4. EP

anymore? lol seriously it should STOP. with all my nonsense.

insane, hectic. my vocab is poor, only till here. using too much of these words. and, NATASHA, I AM NOT ZHU WEN okay. INSULTED!!!!

I'll become the wind and wrap gently around you
Right now, I want to fly to a world with you in it
Even though I want to see you so much... I miss you so much...
I'm waiting for you... I'm waiting for you
DONT FORGET ME BY DBSK!! <3

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!((:
he looks naked...

i do love my friends and i hope my friends love me...

2009-09-25T15:00:00.000+08:00

finally back to post!! its been so long and luckily, my tag board arent that dead.
so, to GELIVIA and RUIYI aka AH MA, I AM POSTING!!
its been so long and what should i say?
okay, so, we had fun in school laughing laughing and laughing. although today was... a bad day since everyone was so noisy, as usual.
today's CCA meeting, dont wish to comment, seeing that idiotic person just turned the nice Day upside down. she is so *****, i wished she could disappear, or i disappear, but soon, she will be gone!!! ahahahaha. okay, i know i am bad. but, i just wanna tell you ******* that, dont give me that freaking attitude, just go believe ahmen if you want, dont make it as if you actually got hurt because of me before. just think back who was the one, and now who are you treating me?

not going back des this week, again my plan failed. cause i HAVE to study, and no need to go back already. since sheriann isnt buying my jian. ): lost one business.

i wanna watch lots of movies after EOYS. i know i should be concentrating on EOYS now, but i am already planning for things after EOYS!! FAME, 2012 etc etc!!((:

anyway, its hectic. really very. i just want to get everything inside my head, and not thinking of you everyday and minute. cause its really insane of me when you are actually ******** and i am still thinking about you. is like, for the first time, i am so crazy. its really fate that brought me to see you, but its fate that is gonna pull us away, really, 3 days, and you just BOOM disappeared. i am so sad, that feeling. wanting to cry but tears just cant drop down.
seriously,i prefer my life now than before, 7 or so before, during that 7 months. I LOVE MY LIFE NOW CAUSE IT JUST REVOLVES AROUND YOU, and studies.
finally, studies. OMG. geography is so arhhh, history is just arhhh. biology is OMG, and EOYS are OMFG+ARHHHHHHH!!
so, i do need: 20% motivation, 40% determination & 30% concentration ((:
(the posting time is inaccurate!)
okay, shall add on later, if i remember anything interesting.

2009-09-01T16:05:00.000+08:00

so is this back to normal? it seems like blogger is BACK to NORMAL!!!! arrrhhhh <3

faith is really leaving. sad. )))))))))))))): cried on Monday morning when they sang the peng you that song. why did they freaking chose that song? then stephanie saw me crying, then gelivia switched place with her, then she started crying too... like in a row? just that ruiyi did not cry and faith cried when she saw my tears.... it just flow down like that, dont ask me why too. cant stop it what, really sad. now that i am typing, i am feeling really sad too. then, ruiyi was like... 'dont cry leh, i will also cry one leh' LMAO, in the end she DIDNT. LOLs.
then went back to class... didnt really have lessons except for maths.. got back maths paper and OMG, freaking high for the first time!!! 27/30?! incredible. ((((: haha. and then, the surprise farewell for faith. didnt cried, cause it wasnt touching at all. faith knew a little before cause she is clever lar, satisfied? LOLs. and she went with heidi they all. then i was like, shit shit shit!! how?! so, bluffed that was to congrats jeraldine for scoring distinction for her exam. lol. a bit stupid but, what else to say? and then... dont bother saying already. just that she is touched, and ate the cake which is damn nice, and then... the ROOT BEER was awesome cause i bought it(: nothing else i guess... lit watched a movie and then.. wenshi had lessons which was boring. almost cried again cause was... writing 'diary' LOLs. didnt tell anyone though. and faith cried in the middle of LIT cause she was reading our letters. LOLs. i had no idea what to write. crapped. everyone went bck to their primary school. and natasha and me was like outside the HOD room, then... went back when we didnt even go in. lame i know.
must learn tig xie, and EOYs are so stressing, sci all tested!!!! haiz, i wonder, will i do well? i doubt, cause i only know how to slack.
a lot of things is in my mind, i wanna tell her to shut up, but i cant. i wanna tell her to stop, but i dont even wish to look at her.
reserve with FAITH. haha, gonna ask her to make me cry while we start slacking on sports carnival. lol.
i MISS dance so much, really.
she is OMG, such a flirt, firstly say she broke up with -- the in the end say, she is attached with -- dots..
study study study!! JY!
the post is back to the colourful ones!
i still remember him.... (:
and she is still crazy over him, real crazy...
p.s. i love LOVE STORY!!

2009-08-29T12:10:00.000+08:00

so many things to talk about...

i am really going crazy, OMG. REALLY VERY INSANE. i think you deserves it, ha-ha-ha. that's rght, i am laughing behind your back(: shit her BITCH! stop bitching around, its enough. i cant stand her. stop it ok. if you dont wanna say hi to me, then dont. why must you give that freaking iriitating look girl? i didnt do anything wrong. and if i did, you dont have topunish me through that manner okay. HATE YOU PEOPLE!!!

school was really crazy n friday, go around shouting. and gelivia, HEAING AID!!!!! and not only thast, you do need other change in you, really, go for a service. at least, your ears first!(: LOL but... during maths was like, faith wanted to tell me this thing, but she did not have the courage. and lie after school, she said, i put sth in your box, if you wanna know what happen, jus go look. and so, i went to take that note and then... i started walao-ing. and then, told gelivia, ask liying etc, talk abit through sms and decided to call her before CCA start. and guess what, she is the first person, who can make me cry like 5 mins after we tallk, in front of so many ppl inside the MEP room, yes you did it, you made me cried. damn hurtful. was saying... means got 0.1% you not going TJ lar? and then, tears started rolling down. and that sms made me cried more okay, only 2 or 3 months and then we will part. cause i know we wont be the ones at your first place, you will have 1U ppl, your dance friends, then us. i kow you cried too. i know its stressful in school but, i dont wanna force you, cause i know i cant do anything to change it. but, there is still time until it reaches monday, the day wen you will hand in the form and say yes, I AM GOING TJ. OMG!! ): i dont know what to give her, but i guess i can only work a letter out before monday....

went mayday's concert yesterday!! i was like, almost wanted to cried when they said the friends thing, and a few sad songs, OMG, but tears went back of course. its real sad, friend leaving me, i come to realise that friends are the best, they worth my love(: i hope its not too late, to treasure these few months...

i thought i would forget his image like by now. but... I DIDNT!!!(:

2009-08-21T18:42:00.000+08:00

i am really insane
i feel so insane
over you, haha.
and to RUIYI: why cant white hair guys be shuai?
LMAO. been dscussing about that for a week and the conclusion is?
i dont know. lol.
but saw one on wed which actually, agreed to it. he was freaking ugly can, from the side view, looks horrible.
haha. but not mine, so doent matter(:
i am seriously mad. and like discussed that i should actually go and take a picture with him. lol. which is triple insane. how would i think of it? i could only say... OMG, its him again(: lol. MAD!

been reflecting alot. and i have NO idea why they are treating me like that. what did i do wrong that you just ignored me like hell. and i am NOT gonna care about you ok, you just made me dread s-. maybe i am just running away, i am realy tired, that;s why i didnt go for s- today. its really tiring to see all of you gathering at one place, it forced everything out.
and was telling gelivia about the sickening thing. and i clarify once again, DONT PUSH TO ME CAUSE I HAD ENOUGH. and its grat to have friends with you. nothing but friends. they cheer you up and share your troubles. they know how to confort you when you are sad, and they know who to cheer you up.

once again, i wanna say a big 'THANK YOU' to all me beloveds: FAITH GELIVIA RUIYI LIYING SIOWPIN PETRINA STEPHANIE GERALDINE
MELISSA PONG NICOLE JANE for telling me things about boys, boys, boys and... jolyn. lol. lovely idols like bang bang tang, gui gui and boys over flowers, being my goddaughter(:
and today was like real crazy towards the end thanks to faith ng. crazy about cheese. and was shouting mad at the end of the day laar. throat pain already. crazy girl(:

tomorrow, must start choing for maths and sci. haiz... study!!(: and the 3 of us did 'FIGHTING' just now. damn funny. LMAO. but sad without RUIYI...
anw, my maths improved and during reflecting time, i thought, I WAS REALLY GREAT TO LET YOU GO. I DID THE RIGHT CHOICE. ABSOLUTELY RIGHT. but i just hope that the others wont... be with her and... end up like how i was last time. maybe you wont mind but for me, yes i do mind being dragged down..
the past are to be forgoten, think about the future!!(: well-said *clap hands!!* as i was saying, tmr heading for gym as well as study room. hope i can work sth up today and really get started, not much time left for me!!
EOYs will be stressful...

as days goes by, i dont know who you are...

2009-08-16T22:21:00.001+08:00

lol. its so fun went malaysia again on fri for wed...
lol. its so fun
went malaysia again on fri for wedding dinner!!
everytime say go malaysia will be ike
OMG! MALAYSIA?! LET'S GO GENTING!
LMAO
it was really very .and crazy over you.
but do you know that i missed you?
lol. do you even care that i ever existed?
FATE, important word nowadays...

been thinking a lot, and i think that it was such a good decision to say bye,
and i didnt regret. how many days i forgotten about you? cant count already.
cause i think my mind was only full of him(: i feel so crazy.
and i think, i am gonna lost his image soon! OMG! this is bad...

anw, though you eye bag is a bit.... too heavy, but ovrall its ok. just that whenshe smiled to you, at lest nod your head right? ike so rude lar. but you are so crazy over him, S. lol. really very. you took the initiative but he didnt respond... a bit embarrased. but clap hands for your fate. at least you get to see him once a week. and me... rrr. exercised for freaking long. cycling while reading magazine is just too right. and the tako ball + bubble tea was nice too. though it rain, made the bus so crowded. but, it was fun on sat(: thank you!

2009-08-12T18:38:00.000+08:00

YES, GENTING WAS FUN!!
the rides were fun, eating in the hotel was... cool?
walkng up and down was fanastic, going there was just awesome.

i didnt regret going! really!
all thanks to you(: you changed my mood outside the casino, you changed my mood while we had to switched to the far away to the valley wing
yes its you,
no doubt, you let me fall in love, really deep into WHITE!(:
when was the last time i got so crazy? i had no idea, but now i know, i am really crazy.
twice and that's it.
it was fate, and i hope it will be fate. TWICE! and yes its TWICE!
from the same mood to a happy mood one, i bet you will only be the one who can change it.

cant upload pictures
will do it on facebook(:

whe will i meet yu again? how i wished i was brave enough to walk to you. think about your sharp nose, specs and black skinnies, i cold just laugh to myself, yes, like a crazy girl.

you drived me crazy.

2009-08-07T13:33:00.000+08:00

why cannot post pictures and change fonts?
blogger is so irritating.
shall bear with it.

today was fun!
took pictures.
haha(: its been fun
though a bit sad during thr sing song part...
cause of you lar!!
really a relaxing day, maybe cause you are not there, cause i really did enjoy myself,
and, thanks faith for spraying my hair, as well as my blouse!!
sheryn is going back... next week? but i managed to take a picture with her, no regrets! and, she changed a lot, frankly.
also, took with goddaugther, why am i a... fairy godmother?! i dont have the looks lor.
and, natasha and yifan(: didnt manage to find the others though. wanted to take with everyone, but, time constraint. everyone left after that lor.
and huiyi! the funny and crazy girl. missed the times when we had so much fun.
didnt take with seniors and HEIDI! forgotten, totally.):
shall upload the pictures in facebook. only place.

going GENTING,
hope it will be fun,
cause i am forced to go!
):

tagboard is so... DEAD!

very distant with you all already, must you all, or just you, treat me like that?
whatever! i am NOT gonna care, it will just made me more tired.

anw, hope you all like the gift okay!!

didnt see you so many days already, why? all your fault, better be coming soon cause i am angry!):

2009-07-25T14:15:00.000+08:00

both phone spoilt. what a luck lor. rrr. searching real hard for another usable phone. luckily, found one. hope this wont spoil. if not, must borrow from dont know which uncle or aunty again.
anw, going malaysia tmr! celebrating xiao han's birthday. buffet= fats. ):
going gym later, and hope i can buy patent belt + mars bars + desert from bk, which equals to incrasing fats. but going to gym later so, hope i can kills those evil fats everywhere.
reading finish the book seems like eternity lor. rrr. its not my fault reading that slow right? but i just dont seem to come to the last page lor.
feel so sad,
feel really sad,
feel really very sad.
rrrr ):
so mad now.

hope tmr will be fun!!

2009-07-24T15:59:00.000+08:00

the phone is giving me so may problems!! hate it, now have t use that old one... have to talk DAMN loud!
yesterday's assembly period was so damn fun! the quiz part! lol. failed PETRINA'S but at least 9/10 for FAITH'S. but the quiz she came up with today was terrible, got like 8/15 or sth. lol.
had lots of fun in school, especially with faith, gelivia, ruiyi. made me laugh like crazy.
and why is the com so lag? hello, its way too slow. OMG, really very.
boyfriend ar? lol. at least you actually said you got 3 ex. (:
i gave you the chance, it only matters whether you want to seize it or not.
and its really fate man.(:
tired, exhausted
next week: ting xie, chemistry, GEOGRAPHY

2009-07-22T22:36:00.000+08:00

love 我是传奇; love 棒棒堂; love 模范棒棒堂(:
yay!!(:

sad-ed, really. why?!

very concern now, but, should just drop the idea off cause its impossible to find out whats happening.

and its funny, we FOUR person!! 4567(:

gonna screw chem... rrr...

K IS THE BEST!

2009-07-21T20:40:00.000+08:00

its been long.
really feel like crying? why itis so fast? looking at those happy videos of them just sadden my heart lot.
felt like crying while listening to their songs. cause its very very nice.
hope its not over, really.

wishing for something that wont happen, fat hope.
but why i sthere no hope? why itis oce decided, it cant change?
why?
really dont understand.

watching HARRY tomorrow, hope we wont be late. pls, at least letme have the popcors first? (:

anw, had cca today. dont wish to comments, saw what i dont wish to see, reminded what i dont wish to be reminded of.

if you believed, it will all turn out good. but not like now. partly, blame it on yourself.

anw, will link if only you tag so tag if you want to be linked(:
cheers!! the same way for phone contacts,
love KOIZORA!

2009-07-15T19:02:00.000+08:00

he is shuai(: so is KIMBUM!

i so want this phone!

should i go and watch or not?

like damn weird can.

rrr.... :@

anw, today went polyclinic

and, the thing is, all three were guys lar.

like damn OMG can!!

fri maths and eng...

i so gonna have difficulties can

and, havin maths tuition, one more.

hope i wont get smacked or sth lar.

and, LOLLIPOP, pls dont end, its so touching.

she made it worst...

2009-07-11T22:14:00.000+08:00

love this piture the most!!

FIRST POST!!
love it.
the url, partly not by me, but still, its a nice name!
yay(: